This day sucks...

Celebrating my birthday should be fun but honestly, Im sad.

Its girl this, girl that, and it making me feel despressed.

Im not a girl and my family refuses to aknowledges it. In fact my Mom goes out of her way to over use it. She is transphobic which doesnt help.

Everything feel wrong. I feel sad. Im not enjoying this day like Id want to.

Im trying to surpress my feelings and its not working and Im failing to cope :/