I have to sleep without my Haj tonight...

I'm scared I've literally never slept without her before in the past like 3 years. I mean i took her with me to the other side of the planet i'm so reliant on her

What do i do i'm genuinely so worried i wont get any sleep tonight. I'm already a mess this on top of it sure doesn't help unfortunately

Edit: somehow i managed to get a good amount of sleep! apparently hugging a pillow was enough, thank y'all for the advice!