Too fked up for a therapist

I just got off a call with a therapist agency, and after a cliff-notes trauma dump she said, in much more diplomatic and polite words "you're too fucked up to help you. We can only do 6 month contracts, and after that we can't treat you. You need specialized care"

And I went into this consultation feeling like I wasn't bad enough to need treatment and like I was an imposter. I was so anxious about it, and it turns out I am way worse than I thought.

Well, fuck.