Oh boy…

So I had made it 90 days seizure free and got to enjoy all but two days of the wind blowing in my hair and tubes of my own choice before I had the worst seizure I think I’ve ever had- definitely the most embarrassing as I was found post seizure in a daze with no bottoms on in my dads house attempting to turn the toaster on..

I ripped out a chuck of hair and scratched my face up pretty good, gotta love the reliable tongue bite and potential back fractures as well. I can’t do anything else different anymore. I take my meds as prescribed and do my best to get the most rest possible. I try to stay hydrated and healthier in general and my brain has a vendetta against itself.

Ive had some really intense auras today and yesterday. They are quite overwhelming. I have two babies and I’m terrified they are going to find me in a situation that truly traumatizes them and I’ve been a wreck. I’m not sure what more I can do..