so so so excited for top surgery

i’m getting top surgery on july 10th i literally cannot believe this is happening for me. i’ve dreamt of this sense i was 12 and im 19 now, im so so so lucky to have access to this im so beyond grateful. i also have a great support system for after surgery, i rlly hope everything goes okay! i didn’t get to pick my surgeon cuz of insurance but im hopeful sense he’s been doing this a long time.

i just want to start crying everytime i think about it. i can’t wear a binder because of back issues, so 95% of the time im wearing tape. i’m allergic to the adhesive so i get blisters and rashes from it. when i’m too blistered to wear tape i wear a men’s compression top which still fucks w my back 😭. i’m about to apply my tape for the last time ever. i’ve been in this routine for 4 years now it feel so weird knows that this is the last time.

sorry for the long rant i just don’t know who else to share with, words can’t describe how i feel this is life changing for me.