About to try jogging
When Mark said if we listen we could go for a run my first reaction was "I can't run but I'm making a scarf to donate to Coats for Kids so I'm not doing nothing.."
Next thought: "maybe there's an affordable treadmill with a payment plan.."
Lots of fruitless researching later I realized I obviously don't have thousands of dollars to spend on being a coward so I got running shoes on a payment plan instead.
"I can't run" isn't ENTIRELY just a whiny excuse because I have moderate pectus excavatum but I've never tested HOW MUCH I can run because anxiety. Now I will begin the test. Literally right now. I'm on my way out the door.