Scared to Even Post

Tonight has not gone the way many hoped it would, obviously. Because of what has happened, I am so scared to write out my thoughts or share them. What if they’re tracked? What if the new administration uses them against me because I don’t agree with them? On the outside I’m numb, but I’m terrified. Logically I know this is wrong, but I can’t stop thinking I didn’t do enough, that I let myself be too hopeful, that it was too overconfident to look at potentially going to her inauguration. That I jinxed it, and now we’ll have to be silent. I’m scared, and I didn’t know where else to share it.

Love ❤️