Considering an Ascent Touring… I’d love opinions…

I am considering an ascent for my next car. I had a 2016 Honda pilot when my kids were younger and LOVED it. I cried so hard on the side of the road when I rogue mustang took her out. My accident occurred during the chip shortage so I found a cute smaller 2 row suv/crossover and I like it, but I find myself missing the safety features, amenities, ability to take more people along on the rare occasions, and cargo room.. my kids are both teenagers, one in college & one will be driving in a couple years.. so basically this car would be for me. Gas mileage doesn’t matter too much because I don’t drive that far daily..

I guess I’m wondering if I’m crazy for wanting the ascent when it’s not necessary.. do any of y’all have the ascent with 4 people or less families or basically just for yourselves?

Update: I test drove it and I LOVE it. It doesn’t feel too big, it has amazing visibility out the front & feels like a luxury vehicle. Thank you so much for all the help and opinions offered. The comments really helped me and I appreciate the honest feedback from everyone. Have a great week.

Last update: I got her and named her Scarlett the Subaru “so Scarlet, it was Maroon”