Jinx's feelings for Ekko

I thought back to the scenes between Ekko and Jinx and I told myself that Jinx had tried to end her life only in Ekko's presence whether in season 1 or 2. I don't know much about it but I I know that the act of committing suicide is something very intimate that we don't do in front of everyone and I know that if it were to be the case it would represent some very profound things. (not in all cases obviously). In season 1 during the fight on the bridge I think Jinx gave Ekko the choice of whether she should live or not by placing the grenade next to her as if she was wondering if her hatred was stronger than her love for her because we all know that she didn't want to kill him (she very well could have if she wanted to kill Ekko he would have died Jinx in the season was really unplayable lol) What makes me think of that even more is the noise . Just before the grenade explosion is unpinned as if Ekko had hit her to push her back with his weapon, it makes even more sense when he comes back afterwards to see if she was okay. Same in season 2 as soon as Jinx understood that it was her explosion that hurt Ekko and she decided to jump so as not to hurt him further (by the way damn Jinx must really love him a lot to get away with it worry so much in such a situation I mean have we ever seen Jinx was this bad and the fact that she remains lucid enough to care about Ekko even though she doesn't know what she's doing could know this that she was going to do just WOW I don't know if for her her love for Ekko is stronger than her hatred but in any case enough to do that despite all her sadness) My question is therefore the following do you think that the suicide attempts of Jinx that she did only in front of Ekko would be a sort of confession of her feelings for him? At the same time as everything else of course. Even against VI she had not tried to commit suicide. As I said, it's really very, very intimate as actions, it's perhaps even more intimate than intimate scenes between partners. So I wanted to know what you think? That's it and obviously I'm not minimizing or glorifying the act.