I wish porn wasn’t so normalised

I really hate how much people accept porn nowadays, not understanding that it creates an easy access for kids to watch it.

I was probably 6 when I first found it and by the time I was around 8 I was watching it frequently and always looking for more and more hardcore stuff. I never even thought that anything I looked at can be wrong. I watched this unethical fucked up stuff until maybe 15. I always heard porn is normal, it was cool and a way to fit in by understanding all the jokes.

I truly believe it’s partly a reason why I was sexually abused so many times later on, I behaved in a way that showed preds that Im vulnerable. and again I never thought what they did was wrong until becoming an adult.

thankfully I don’t have an addiction to porn but I struggle with relationships a lot. I wish it wasn’t in my life. many survivors or CSA say they want to be innocent again but I never felt what’s it like. I don’t even remember my life prior to this stuff. I know it’s not only porn’s fault but Ill never believe it’s good for anyone.

please dni if you want to argue about it

edit: Im not saying porn should be illegal. yes I think my parents should have done a better job but I also think porn isn’t a great thing. no, Im not prohibiting someone from watching it, it’s just my opinion on it

edit2: please don’t dm me with questions about my abuse or with insults. once again, it’s just my opinion, Im not telling you what you should or shouldn’t do.