Struggles of an atheist cospiracist

I am in. I'm reading and trying my best to have an open mind. Recent events are justifying many suspicions. But I JUST CANT GET BEHIND THE SUPERNATURAL. I believe people are capable of unspeakable acts, it's hard to attribute this to any sort of entity.

Demons and souls ...it all seems painfully corny. I can't be the only one.

It's also wild to see so many skeptics that will question everything except for a holy book.