Thoughts?

So I’m 26M, live at home pretty much since high school due to mental health struggles. I’ve gone through jobs and been in and out of college. I’m struggling with the fact that i had a good amount of money saved up but went through a depressive episode recently and spent nearly all of it. I’m trying to get myself better but can’t stop agonizing over the fact that I’ve rarely paid any bills since high school and i have almost no money to show. Any kind words? Thanks