How to scare an ESTP

Heyo, ESTP 8w7 here. What’s your biggest fear?

Mine is being disabled and having to be a burden to all the people around me. Not like losing one hand, but being actually unable to take care of myself

I’m so addicted to people seeing me as something strong that they can lean on and count on when shit hits the fan that I’m really afraid to lose it one day

The scariest part is if I break my neck I won’t even be able to end myself