Expressin a lil somethan

Do any other INFJs care to share their experience with Se? How do you access it? If so do you enjoy it? How do you perceive Se and an Ni dominant?

Reflection is a plague upon my existence. I can’t experience the moment because the past is here, existing in my reality with as weight as any experience that could be spontaneously had. Thankfully I can use meditation to access Se and experience reality without carrying the burden that is my life’s entire experience. You know how peoples lives flash before their eyes in movies? Well that doesn’t happen to INFJs because they live life inside their mind and this mind is an amalgamation of their past which means this very meaningful flashback experienced by other types is something that INFJs are using as a guiding light on the dark path of the future… every single waking moment. The light is BRIGHT and blinding to reality as most experience it.