I have never held a lady's hand. Borgar with sauteed onions, provolone cheese, black pepper, and jalapeno slices on brioche bun.

I've always wondered what it's like. I've heard people complain about it. Clammy, sweaty, too loose, too tight. Yet those types have held lots of hands. Do they take hand holding for granted or am I just romanticizing touching appendages together?

I'd love to feel the differences in our hands. Mine are large and not very rough. I wonder what hers would be like. Long nails poking my palm. Would the skin be softer? Does she grip tight cause she actually wants me there? Would I be holding in a good way that's comfortable?

I've heard when you hold hands your energies balance out. I like cute stuff like that even if it turns out being untrue. The truth is much lonlier, we never actually touch at the atomic level. The sense of touch is simply our electromagnetic fields repulsing each other. So even in the moment of touch we are alone.

I like that act of rebellion our atoms keep a distance and our electromagnetic fields fight against each other but we still want to touch. In that moment the cosmic microwave background is present humming through and around us for billions of years before our stardust even formed.

I hate the restrictions the Universe puts on us. In society and at the Atomic level it's all restrictions. If we broke through that electromagnetic field barrier our atoms could finally touch and we'd fuse becoming a star. There would be no limits we'd radiate through everything.