My boyfriend is in jail for aggravated child SA

I knew something was going on. Looking at the date of the infraction it’s summer 2024. I was traveling and things were weird when I got home.

Now he’s inside and details are falling into place and I feel like such a worthless idiot. O one should trust me with anything.

He can send text messages from Jail on special tablets and when he texts me I feel my mind trying to believe it’s not true. That it’s lies from his daughter’s mother. That it’s just her pulling her crap again.

But then I notice that he’s promising me things I’ve always wanted and he’s always held back on. Life together. A house. Help with my life issues.

And I’m not sleeping and I feel like all day is flight or fight and I’ve written probably 30 pages in a journal just working it out.

He’s facing three charges. They’re life charges. Life.

I see it.

But part of me is like. What if you’re wrong?

But I. See. It.

So much of what was weird for months and felt off and was bothering me now makes sense.

We’ve been a thing for over a decade. He made me his financial power of attorney.

And about the time this would have been happening he became the perfect boyfriend.

And what the hell do I do now?