I am inconsolable (late? DLC spoilers)

Idk what to flair this so yeah.

After uncrapping my pants long enough I made some real DLC progress (late DLC spoilers I think) >!namely, the hidden gorge secret bridges and the archive? underneath!<

Thanks to my religious scouting I always do >!in the glitch mode when you leave your artifact (I like seeing)!< knew of the >!Owl Dear rat that was hiding before the final sprint, and my only obstacle.!< So I go fetch my stuff and bolt for it with my light off, reaching new highs in blood pressure. I descend down successful, and 10 seconds after I'm free the loop ends, making all that stress useless because I have to do it again.

I'm tired boss

Edit: >!I just realized I've never seen the owl dear murder men outside of paintings, corpses and the >!glitch world floating ghosts!< unless they are always >!floating ghosts!<, but that seems unlikely.!<