1.5 Years Today

Hit the year and a half mark in my sobriety. I’m still smoking weed and have been smoking a lot more cigarettes than I should be. Went through a break up with a long term partner and am now trying to date again, which is weird. My old MO for dates was a couple drinks and see where it goes and now that’s not an option. Its been like I have to learn how to date allover again in my early 30’s. Really coming to terms that I kind of wasted the past 10 years being wasted. Getting back into reading and collecting records. Have been riding my bike and working out to the point where I probably need to take a slight break. I have been thinking about drinking a lot lately, even getting to the point of making rules for myself for when I start again. I like to think I’ll stay sober, the thought of going through withdrawals again scares me. This all started out as a 30 day journey to sober up for a vacation and here I am now. According to the app I use, I’ve haven’t spent $14,224.77 on alcohol and missed out on 902,178 calories.