Ugh. I gave in after two months clean.

I was doing great for two months. Then for no reason I went back to drinking beer every night.. but it's different now.. it's not fun anymore... It just wrecks my sleep. Ugh. Anyways. Day 1.. again. I still have a 12 pack but I didn't have any tonight. I'm gonna take the rest to my neighbor tomorrow. Here we go again.