Not doing Sober October

Because I’m doing Octsober! Today is Day One of a fresh try. Just for right now, and right now, and right now. I want to have plans, motivation, and self compassion. I’ve quit smoking and I can quit this. I’m also doing a meditation challenge with some friends — and want to replace drinking with being kind to myself. I can’t hate myself better; you know I’ve tried. Weight, money, dehydration: these are all factors to calling it Octsober.