I’m done!

So I am just absolutely tired of feeling sick & tired after a night of drinking. I usually do it anywhere from 1 to 3x weekly. I just listen to music or watch tv while doing so. The night of drinking is fine but the next day is full of blahness. I don’t bother anyone or do anything bad (txtn, posting, or calling) that I’ll regret later. The regret comes the next day of feeling sick. I have been going back & forth on quitting a lot lately. I almost was quit 2 weeks 2 months ago. But now I just simply have to stop. I can’t take this shit anymore. I also know I have gained an awful lot of weight. Just putting this out there. I could drink an 18 or a 30pk of beer. Takes hours to do. But now, I have hit wall of I’m tired of it & it’s not as “fun” as it used to be. Also I quit smoking cigarettes 2 months ago, so that’s a plus. That’s healthier for me & so will quitting alcohol. I’m ready to do this just like I was ready to quit smoking. I started smoking at 14 almost 15. & I’m now 35. There are so many hobbies I could be doing. This Wife & Mama is ready & wanted to make this post to also make myself accountable. IWNDWYT