Another day 1

Really thought I had it this time. Did my week of inpatient detox and made it a month sober. I really fucking thought I had it. A month! It's crazy to me that I made it that far only to fuck it up.

I've got some shit happening at home but that's not an excuse. Just a wild justification to pick up some drinks.

I'm disappointed in myself but I won't stop trying. My blood tests and scans have improved amazingly even in a month. I want to be sober. I want to be healthy. I want to wake up every day with a clear head and be present for my family. I want to volunteer to be the designated driver, for some reason.

IWNDWYT