went to the ER.

**trigger warning: SI**

i went to the ER monday night after mixing pills with alcohol in just a desperate attempt to either feel better or end it. i regretted it so i went to the ER.

one nurse was nice, but the others were rude, and i didn't get water for 8 hours even though my labs had come back.

i don't even know where to go from here because i would like to fix my life and feel better. but i see the world horribly right now and i don't feel like there's a point to getting better in this world.

has anyone felt the same way & overcome that?