Don’t Know How to Stop

That’s all really. I want to stop badly. I don’t drink during the day. But after work I turn into this feral animal and once I start I’m going until I nearly black out.

I’m not dealing with trauma. My life is great. My kids are great. Own my house. Great job.

I just can’t quit. I’m at my wits end. I could be a much better person. I can’t get through day one.