I'm starting to realize that I'm not the loser I had convinced myself to be

I'll keep my post short today.

I've been stuck with depression and anxiety for a few years, off and on, and it made it incredibly easy to condone my heavy daily drinking. The drinking made it easier to avoid myself. I liked to drink quickly and focus on one thing, be it the TV or games on the computer. In the back of my mind, I had become convinced that I was a loser by all rights.

Well, I'm not a loser.

I'm just a man that struggles with life. Much like my fellow Humans. Drinking only obfuscated the problem. I don't want to forget my problems. I want to attack them head-on. I will push through this bubble and see what it's like to be a Man again. I will.

I'm not a loser.

I'm just a man.