Four Years

I hit four years today. Still hard to believe it has been this long. I was deep in my alcoholism and this all started with aiming for 30 days. I still have some temptations here and there. I live near a beer distributor and found myself googling the hours the day before a snow storm recently, but didnt go. Glad i didnt break my streak. Ive tried to quit smoking a couple times in the past year, but it hasnt stuck. I keep telling myself im going to be done by the summer. According to the app i use, i havent spent $37,999 on alcohol.

I have been trying to get into making art, but every time i never stick with it. Ive shot film for years, but struggling to stick with a more physical medium. Anyone have any strategies for getting motivated/sticking with it?