Six months

One of the first times I went to AA, someone in the circle introduced themself as a “grateful alcoholic”. I didn’t understand, and quite frankly it annoyed me

Nearly 4 years later, I understand now. I am so glad that I don’t have to endure anymore. I’m so grateful that I don’t have to do the mentally exhausting game of trying to moderate. I’m relieved that I don’t have to worry my spouse. I happy that I can make morning plans and depend on myself

I am also glad that my brain is functioning better. Month like 4-5, I was worried I’d fucked myself up. I felt stupid and like my verbal communication wasn’t working. They weren’t lying when they said healing wasn’t linear.

Support can look a lot of ways! Mine is therapy and scrolling this sub. I also found a sober friend that I could talk to. I’m grateful to y’all! On to the next 6 months :)