Social Time With People From The Rooms

...Turned into a drunken free-for-all (for everyone but me.) We went out to play pool and I quickly found myself surrounded by people who were *way* too drunk. It was like they didn't even put up a fight. Am I the only one taking this seriously? I'm not quite sure what happened, but I'm furious that people from AA would put me in the situation of being the only sober person at a pool hall.

I suppose I'm so upset because it weakens my resolve. I went out without drinking that night. Apparently I can decide to drink or not drink. Perhaps I just needed to take a break. I rarely got as shameful as some of them did. I *never* got as slutty as X. Maybe I'm cool to drink a few...? But then I read my past posts and I know that I have a problem with alcohol. I suppose I'm just disillusioned. I really thought everyone was trying as hard as I am.