Nearly broke tonight

Some nights I just have to run out the clock until everywhere closes. Tonight I checked when the bottle shop closed (10pm) and literally left my apartment debating the decision. Walked around for a bit just trying to eat through the minutes. Eventually spent 30 minutes reading and having a hot chocolate at the cafe across the road from there. Did some more walking, and now I'm home at 22:10, literally no way for me to buy booze now.

I slept maybe 4 hours Friday night, nothing at all last night so I've been awake for over 40 hours at this point. I'm just going to wind down, take a double dose of sleeping pills, and hope I can work off some of that sleep debt.

I didn't drink with you today.