Relapsed after 9 months sober...

Ouch. There I was driving home. A couple beer couldn't hurt. I pulled into the pub. Had 3 beer and went home. I got away with it! I'm not an alcoholic! The next night...not so much. Same old binge drinking. Full blown depression and regret. Not much more to say, I'm not drinking today but I have a lot of work to do on myself.