I'm sad, and I want to be celebrating my success.

I want to celebrate one month.. but I'm so sad right now. I got into a fight with my BF this weekend. I have stopped drinking, he has not. He says he has been trying to cut down, but there is absolutely no evidence of this. We became heavy drinkers together, so I'm trying to be understanding. However, yesterday I was out running errands while he stayed home. I called him since I was adding a trip to Target to my original plan and asked if he wanted anything. He asked me to pick him up a bottle of vodka. He asked his one month sober, working hard to remain so, alcoholic girlfriend to pick up booze. I hung up on him. I'm so mad that he would ask me, and hurt about how unsupportive he is. He knows from personal experience how hard quitting is, and had previously promised he would never ask me again. I feel like I'm at the end of my rope. I can't force him to quit and I struggle all the time with the fact there is still booze in the house. That if I take down the week's recycling, there are several empty vodka handles I to carry down. That when he comes back to sit next to me after a shot, I can smell it on his breath. I feel like I'm barely holding on and he is happy to stomp on my fingers so I let go and drink with him again. I feel like crying. One month..