Yesterday sucked, today sucks, but I still have tomorrow

Had it nice and easy for that past 21 days. Felt amazing. Felt accomplished. Felt human. Yet here I am feeling like a steaming pile of dog shit. I hate today. I hate that I drank and it literally ruined everything. Felt so good and decided "I can handle it"! Now I feel like shit, look like shit, and I am shit. Fuck this shit. Today is too late, but tomorrow. Tomorrow I will not drink with you.....