Day 1. Again.

Man I need you guys today. I'm sick and tired of being sick and tired. I know everyone here understands this feeling or we wouldn't be here. I've tasted sobriety for a few weeks at a time but I just can't seem to get it to stick. I feel absolutely horrible today and on several occasions have told myself that I never want to feel this again, yet here I am.

I look like I've been hit by a truck and feel even worse. One thing's for sure though. I'm not looking back. I can only look forward. Please stick by my side today. I could certainly use even the slightest bit of encouragement. IWNDWYT.