Honesty

Right now I am going to be completely honest with a bunch of strangers. I have not put in enough effort to stop drinking. I have told myself over and over again that next time will be different so it's okay to drink. I give in to the subconscious mind way too easy and for that I'm on day one for the millionth time.

I honestly hate alcohol and how it's ripping me apart. From here on out I will honestly give all my effort. I will not beat myself up over yesterday. I have all the tools but I have to use them every day without fail. The first step is being honest with myself and flat out saying that I can no longer drink. IWNDWYT.