Roller skating!

Found a great new activity for myself since I’m day 47 and the ahnedonia is still pretty thick. Normally I would just be making music, playing video games, typing letters, woodworking and smoking weed with all of it but I don’t really enjoy any of that right now. All I really enjoy is breath work/meditation and exercise right now. Narrow path out of the addiction forest- body and mind. Met up with my ex yesterday and was very emotional afterwards so I made sure to get to the grocery store after they stopped selling booze and bought myself a nice steak and some veggies. Wanted to skate afterwards but realized it’s been 10 years since I could so I went to a rink today and got some assistance learning. Felt weird being a 37 year old dude by myself for about 1 min then realized no one cared or even noticed. It was a great time and now I’m stoked to have another activity to pursue! IWNDWYT IWHSWYT!