I won't drink.

My dad just told me he has prostate cancer. I'm close with my dad and am devastated. Of course he decided to tell me when I was at work so I'm hiding in my office looking like a snotty, tear-stained mess. When things were stressful before (and not even to this level) I numbed myself with booze. I won't do that though. I can't do that, it won't solve anything.

I needed to type this out. Hope you are all doing well.

IWNDWYT ❤