Got dumped on day 2 of sober October

Dried out Thursday, sober Friday, now it’s Saturday morning and I’m unexpectedly single. I was only with this person two months so it’s not the end of the world, but the feeling of rejection has me wanting to throw away my October. I have nothing important to do this weekend and nobody to spend time with, just sitting alone in my apartment. But I need to look at the factors in my life that have led me to the depressed state I’m in, and an abusive relationship with alcohol is just about at the top of the list. Here’s to sober October and hopefully beyond, IWNDWYT!