Relapsed after 12 years. It never ends, does it?

Used to be a two-and-a-half-pack a day chain smoker. Quit for 12 years, cold turkey. Hit a Black and Mild a few weeks ago, pretty soon sucking on a vape all day long, can't sit through a meeting without squirming, yadda yadda.

I really thought I had hit that point where I wasn't "quitting smoking" any more and I was just a former smoker sometime in the distant past. But I picked up right where I left off.

Anyway, withdrawal is easier this time because I have some ✨️**Strattera**✨️. I swear I'm not a shill. I took one and it made the anxiety and cravings just vanish. Have to deal with weird side effects, but I never had much luck with nicotine patches or gum, this is a godsend.

If that's helpful to anyone else then cool. I just needed to get it off my chest.