Y'all are like a constant chatter in the back of my head

And I thank you all so much.

95% of the times I've tried writing I ended up picking up a puff with my best friends of two decades. They don't peer pressure, plenty of times I would just sneak theirs or they'd forget and offer one. Nothing malicious, just old habits die hard.

I didn't tonight. I nearly did but didn't. And I never thought this group would help in the direct way out does.