i cant move on, anyone else?

literally, i watched the finale 2 weeks ago in the cinema and i cried my soul out **π** not the post, where i talk about my opinion about the finale but the bittersweet ending made something break inside me, especially knowing jax abstracted without ever knowing his real human-self.
it lowkey sounds really dramatic but ive been feeling real empty since then. like a part of me is gone, my heart hurts thinking about it. and the wound was re-opened when ep 9 released on youtube when i watched it again. ive been real sad.
anyone else feeling this way?