two of swords interpretation?
I did a spread for myself about a fresh breakup. A few weeks ago now. I've been avoiding readings on it because I knew I was too emotional, and I waited until I felt ready. For context, the relationship was really bad for both parties, and needed to end. But it's obviously still really difficult. It was a three card spread - what to leave behind (2 of cups, makes enough sense) what to take with me (the tower... ouch lol. Basically my interpretation of this is that I have to learn from my mistakes so that I don't build my life on the foundation of something as unstable as the relationship I was just in, and also that this is a time of transformation with me and I need to accept that and be ready to roll with the punches. I get all that.) Now, the last card was "how to heal." I got two of swords. I find this so frustrating! It feels like my deck is telling me that my judgement is too clouded for me to understand how to heal. Maybe that I'm too close to the situation to know yet? Or that limiting beliefs are keeping me from seeing the situation clearly... I need to make a decision about where to take my life next and the cards can't tell me what to do because I have to figure it out myself. Does this sound like the correct interpretation? I tend to draw 2 of swords a lot and it always feels frustrating, similar to the wheel of fortune. Because both are cards I get a lot that basically tell me that there is no easy answer. And that's hard to swallow. Am I missing something or am I on the ball?