Today I realized that I trust the internet
I have yet to choose when to press the button, or even if to press the button. I am weighing the options, and my current ideal is a 42s Cheater flair, if I figure out how to get that reliably, but I am not certain of that. I see the appeal of doing nothing to reach the end sooner, I see the appeal of keeping the experiment going for as long as possible, and I have the desire to seize this limited chance to at least get something to distinguish the fact that I participated. The latter of those can be combined with either of the other two (Low push or 60s push respectively), but there are a great many options to choose between and I wish to be certain in my choice.
Thankfully, the internet provides me with time to make this choice, and also time to live the other life. I know that the button could end literally any minute if the only people watching are True Shade, yet I do not believe that will happen. I trust the internet to continue, long enough to give me time to truly decide. I am putting thought into my decision and am rewarded with the time to do so. I thank the internet as a whole for giving me this opportunity to ensure my decision is the right one. I am going to sleep soon, and I know I will find you all right here, with that timer still ticking tomorrow. Once again, thank you.