Help meeee

Okay i just remembered a book i read years ago, it was harry/voldemort, pretty sure it was on either ao3 or adultfanfiction.net, the basic premise was that voldemort kidnapped harry, at some point orders harry to wake him up with oral sex, i think at one point voldemort sleeps with bella and she tries to kill harry. I cannot remember the name tho, and i lowkey want to see how accurate my memory is.