I had my second visit with my doctor about my transition and I'm feeling really down.

She doubled my estradiol and Spiro which was good, and the visit went great, but that's not what's eating me. I saw a couple of other trans women in the waiting room and... they looked SO pretty, their long hair was beautiful, and they didn't have masculine bodies like mine. I immediately felt like such an imposter, like I wasn't the real deal. I know it's only been 3 months for me and I have the rest of my life to welcome more changes. The women I saw today represent what I feel like inside and im beating myself up because what I feel inside doesn't match what I see in the mirror. I know I have to accept that and I will, but it just has me feeling blue. Sorry for the rant 🫥