Would I be crazy to be considering VFS?

Dysphoria is a bitch and sometimes I really wish my voice sounded different. What do you all think? I've read that something like Femlar can improve resonance and still retain singing voice. I'm still a novice singer but I would love to have something closer to natural female range someday. But the risks are high - I imagine that from where I am currently the chance I end up with something worse might be higher than the chance I end up with something better.

[Reading random news article](https://clyp.it/uqokcfg2?token=1bb41082ff04da9c2cb8385f380d901f)

[Bonus duet, dead voice and current voice.](https://clyp.it/0k3jxhbi?token=baaae9ee969baa12f25e1c3602c40c2f)

The duet, despite having numerous errors in the music part, I am still somewhat proud of because I recorded it in one take with both voices. Switching back and forth that quickly is really challenging and this is the best I've probably done at it so far.

All feedback appreciated, love you all!