Is this really what you all get?

I'm going to do my best to translate from what I felt but I'm not a practiced stoner so please forgive any imprecision or weird phrasing.

So I picked up a couple joints from my local to see if they help with my joint pain, first day I smoke a bit of one and it helps, I'm thirsty and slow and get the chills a couple times but I'm otherwise fully there. Day 2 I smoke the rest of the first joint about 2-3 times as much and it's like when my brother smoked with me at 14(26 now first time trying since then) and wouldn't let me tap out when I tried; But a different high. I can either chock that up to strain or different mindset/stimuli. But I'm leaving reality, I'm losing my peripheral vision and all of my minds spatial auto complete. I start seeing in wireframe and down my person Then occasionally I'm back in full HD and can actually see my walls and desk and surroundings.

Is this normal or is it just a side affect of being on the spectrum? Is this what the regular smokers see everytime or do you not push that hard?

Thank you for your time -Lilly