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Just moved from a house to a complex that is non smoking. I love a nice rich deep dab off my quartz. I hate little preloaded pens/carts/devices. They kind of sctratch the itch but they keep bits of product and the thinners they use always seem to harsh me. Any thoughts? I want that banger experience but don't want to drag gear to the edge of the property and be effin round with glass and fire on a trail in PNW weather with kids and dog walkers passing by. Any thoughts?