I need to learn art.

I live in Georgia and when I was little, I was an extremely smart kid. I was drawing at a young age, and I knew the alphabet and numbers before I was in kindergarten, and I wanted to draw forever. I wanted to be an artist, and everyone thought I would do that. then in fucking second grade my super Christian teacher told my parents that I shouldn't write with my left hand. Qoute, "That's the Devil's Hand"(Deep southern accent). I had to sit on it and relearn to write with my right hand. I didn't learn to draw. I developed a stutter, and I never learned cursive. I still feel so creative, and I see people always drawing these amazing things while high. I am going to learn to draw and paint high. Fuck the stuff that isn't your fault that you have to deal with once you find out its your problem.