What's the biggest realization moment you've had while high?

The first time couple of times getting high I'd say were indescribable for me as anyone else. Trippy like feelings, I either hallucinated or was so stoned I could of swear I did. But those few times were the biggest impacts on me.

Everything I knew I was doing wrong/ hurting my health instantly hit me to the point where I was no longer high but paranoid and aware of everything. I suddenly saw that if I didnt make these changes, I wasn't going to make it past 30.

But the moment that's still stuck in the back of my head like if I got high for the first time all over again was this huge voice ( probably my own consciousness but hey) which told me that enough was enough for the bullshit in my life and I had to make changes, and that I had to "heal" myself. After hearing that I was no longer high for the night anymore, just fucking scared to death lol.

Anyone with the same or different experience?