Doctor not putting me on trt

Hey everyone! I was previously on trt for several years through a clinic but stopped abruptly due to several life reasons. I’m finally getting around to getting back on trt and going through my PCP and insurance seemed like the most affordable way to go, so I got a blood test and came in at 387/91.6 total/free testosterone. since 387 is just a hair above the low end of normal, my doctor won’t prescribe it. thoughts on whether i should just self manage and get bloods done regularly? before i was on 200mg/week with a total testosterone level of around 1300 and I felt fantastic with very minimal sides.